I used to think open adoption would be confusing. Messy. Maybe even painful. Why let the birthparents stay involved? Wouldn’t that make it harder for everyone?

Then I became a mom.

When my partner and I adopted our son, we met his birthmom, Chelsea, just days before he was born. She was quiet, nervous, but so full of love it spilled out in every glance she gave that baby bump. She didn’t “give him up.” She made the hardest, most selfless choice I’ve ever witnessed.

And we didn’t want to shut the door on that love.

So we said yes to openness. And it’s one of the best decisions we’ve ever made.

Chelsea comes to his birthdays. She sends cards on holidays. Sometimes she just texts to ask how he slept. And you know what? He knows her. Not just in pictures, but in real hugs, real memories.

People ask, “How does that work? Doesn’t it make things awkward for him when he gets older? Doesn’t it confuse him to have two moms, two families?”

At first, I didn’t have an answer. I wasn’t sure how it would work either. We were venturing into uncharted territory. But as time went on, I began to realize something powerful. It wasn’t about how it worked for us—it was about what was best for him.

We were not his only family. Chelsea was, and still is, a part of his story. A huge part. And that’s something we can’t and shouldn’t try to erase. He deserves to know where he came from, to feel the deep bond that exists between him and Chelsea, his birthmom.

A year after we brought him home, I remember standing in the kitchen, holding him in my arms while Chelsea sat on the couch, her hands in her lap, a soft smile on her face. She’d brought over a birthday present for him, a little dinosaur toy that made him giggle every time it roared. I watched them together, and something inside me clicked. This wasn’t awkward. This wasn’t confusing. This was right.

But even with all the positive moments, people still questioned us. Family members, friends—even strangers sometimes—told us we were making a mistake. They couldn’t understand why we’d keep Chelsea in the picture. Wasn’t it hard on her? Wouldn’t it be easier for us if we just cut ties and moved on?

But I always knew the answer: It would be easier, but it wouldn’t be better.

There’s no denying that it was hard at first. There were moments when we all felt unsure, when I feared that I was overstepping my boundaries or that Chelsea might feel like an outsider in our family. But as the months passed, we found our rhythm. Chelsea never tried to replace me. And I never tried to replace her. We were different, but we were both his mothers, and we both had a unique, irreplaceable role in his life.

The real test came when our son turned four. It was a week before his birthday, and Chelsea came over to visit, like she always did. But this time, something was different. She seemed off, distant, almost as if she had something weighing on her.

I noticed right away. She had always been the picture of warmth, always eager to ask about his milestones or his favorite shows, but today, her eyes kept flickering away from me, and she kept rubbing the back of her neck, a nervous habit I’d seen before when she was worried about something.

“Chelsea, are you okay?” I asked gently, setting my coffee down.

She hesitated, then took a deep breath. “I… I’ve been thinking a lot about the future,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper. “And I don’t want to mess this up. I don’t want him to think that I’m trying to take over his life. I just… I love him so much. I love him more than I can put into words. And I don’t want him to feel confused, or like he has to choose between me and you.”

It hit me then—Chelsea wasn’t just worried about herself. She was worried about him. And I knew that, just as I had always done, I had to listen to her concerns. I had to remind her that what she had with our son wasn’t a burden—it was a gift.

“Chelsea,” I said softly, “You’re not messing anything up. You’re his mother. You always will be. And you’re not taking over. You’re showing him that love comes in all forms. You’re showing him that there are different kinds of families, and that’s okay. It’s beautiful, actually.”

She looked at me, her eyes brimming with tears. “But what if he feels torn between us one day? What if he’s old enough to understand and he feels guilty about loving both of us?”

I could feel the weight of her words. I understood the fear, the fear that love might somehow become a dividing line instead of a connection. But I also knew that we couldn’t shelter him from everything. We couldn’t protect him from every possible complication in life. What we could do was love him, in every way possible, and show him that he didn’t have to choose between us. We could help him understand that his story was his to tell, and we would all be a part of it, no matter what.

“I don’t think he’ll ever feel torn, Chelsea. Not if we keep showing him what it means to love without conditions. He’ll know that he’s loved by all of us. That’s not something to feel guilty about.”

A long silence followed, but this time, it wasn’t awkward. It was comforting. Chelsea finally smiled through her tears, and I felt a sense of relief wash over me. This wasn’t about us. It was about him. His happiness, his understanding, his sense of belonging.

As the days passed, I noticed a change in Chelsea. She started coming to visit with a new sense of peace. There was no tension between us anymore. No doubt. Only love.

And then, just as we were beginning to settle into this rhythm, a twist came our way that I never saw coming.

One evening, while I was tucking our son into bed, my phone buzzed. It was a message from Chelsea.

“Can we talk?” it read.

I felt a lump form in my throat. After everything we’d been through, was she feeling like she couldn’t do this anymore? Was she about to pull away?

I called her immediately. “Chelsea? What’s wrong?”

There was a pause on the other end. “I’ve been thinking,” she said slowly, “and I’ve made a decision. I’m ready to let go.”

The words hit me like a punch to the gut. “Let go? What do you mean?”

“I’ve decided that it’s time for me to step back,” she said, her voice calm but filled with emotion. “I don’t want to hold on to something that’s not mine anymore. I want him to grow up without me in the picture. I want him to feel fully yours.”

I felt a surge of panic rise within me, but I kept my voice steady. “Chelsea, no. You don’t have to let go. You’re his mother. You’re always going to be his mother.”

“I know. But I’ve thought about it. And I think it’s time for me to make space for you both. I’ve seen how you love him. How he loves you. And I know he doesn’t need me in the same way anymore. He’s got you, and that’s enough.”

Tears stung my eyes as I processed what she was saying. She wasn’t pulling away because of fear or discomfort. She was doing it because she loved him enough to give him the space to grow, to flourish in the family he had with us.

In the end, Chelsea wasn’t stepping away because of her love for him. She was stepping back because of her love for him.

I realized, in that moment, how selfless she truly was. She wasn’t just his birthmom—she was, and always would be, part of the foundation that made him who he was.

I’m so grateful for the openness we’ve shared. Because of it, our son has been able to grow up with two families who love him beyond measure. And I know now, more than ever, that open adoption isn’t just about us—it’s about giving him the best possible start in life, with all the love and support he could ever need.

If you’re reading this and you’re considering an open adoption, know that it’s not always easy. There will be moments of doubt, of fear. But the love you give, the openness you offer, is the greatest gift you can give to your child. You are building a story that will be full of depth and richness, and that story will be worth every moment of it.

Please share this with anyone who might be struggling with the complexities of adoption. And remember—love isn’t about ownership. It’s about giving freely, letting go, and watching someone you love grow into the person they’re meant to be.

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